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A Your thoughts are nothing Gm          Fm          A All is but empty words                                       C            G Apart from all the lies and the pain A                                   Gm Fm     A I loved you once but never again                                        C          G You are nothing but a distant memory       D                    E I'm glad that I let go Cadd9                                   D I don't want to waste more time Cadd9                   D I waited too long for you to see Cadd9                                          D Now it's too late but you're still blind G     F          

Am             G 5 minutes and it's over F                    G Everything I knew and loved Am                              G And I thought it was good to be me F                    G Turns out it's not quite Am             G 4 minutes and I'm gone F                  G                        Am So much to do so much to feel                              G My thoughts are oh so fuzzy F         G I don't want to leave Am                G I waited too long F                      Em I wanted too much Gm                         Fm I didn't see what I see now             Am        G Is it too late for us Am                

G          C  He seems so understanding Bm      C I think he's secretly afraid G              C  I can never tell what he's thinking Bm         C  I can never think of what to say Am                  C                 Em  Despite the secrets we kept     D  The pain it caused C  We're still here Em  We're still here Am  We're still here D  Holding on G                      C  Final hiding places Bm            C  Last big leaps G                   C  It stands before me Bm             C  The vast endless stairs Am      C                 Em  All the conflicts and differences                      

F                Am          G  There's a girl in a window F               Am      G  I see her all the time F                  Am                G  I know for sure that one day Am                                              G  Someday, I'm gonna make her mine C                 Em                         Am  You're the star that shines at night                    Em                 F       G  You're my moon and my sun C                 Em                 Am  You mean everything to me             Em             F  If only they could see                 Fm  You and me               C  We are one F          

C Em Am C Em Dm          C            Em  Am I am standing on the side of the road C     Em  Dm Watching all the faces that come and go C    Em        Am Wondering why you had gone C       Em         F Wondering if I can go on Am     Em Where have you gone F                G I miss you already Am    Em Why can't you come back to me F         G And stay here forever          Am I still love you           Em And I miss you     F Come back home       G To stay C Em Am C Em Dm C                  Em           Am Weeks and months just pass me by       C       Em      Dm It's crazy that I just can't cry              

G      D    C          Cadd9  C I don't know what you saw in me G   D                C I'm as normal as it gets G   D      C     Cadd9  C Now I think it was all a game G         D    C   Keeps getting sillier all the time Am        C Doing what you're doing isn't making me jealous Am                      D It's just a fact of life G    D       C          Cadd9  C after a while it just wasn't enough G      D    C     you wanted more than i could give G   D                 C        Cadd9  C don't try to change me, this is who i am G          D       C   same old paranoid little girl Am               C I'm actually better

Making my own nightmares I'm stealing my own dreams Thoughts of spiralled moonlight Haunts my inner eyes Drifting down the broad walk With nothing to my name I can't bring myself to remember The sound of your name Don't wanna think about these things Don't you dare come near me The paranoia is insatiable Don't even look at me, It may be the last thing you see Bloodied hands drip as I go Is it yours? Mine? I don't know Why can't you see me for me Why can't I be what you need Breaking into a run The adrenaline pumps Where am I going, no one knows I'm running closer, further from you I wanna think about these things Don't

Of all the threads of life to pull The ordinary is not what it seems A repelling jolt intrigues my fear Entices me, call me near Eyes open, the world is dark Shut them again, and light creeps in It's not about asking what or how or even why Living it through a step at a time        I lost my wings flying high        I started to fall        The ground was hard and cold and dark        I  got scared, I wanted to leave        Then came along someone as lost as me...        Someone to safe guard me tonight Don't look so sad, it'll be ok Somehow, someday, you'll make it through the pain things don't work the way you want B

Am I lying to myself Have I let me down The reality of it all blinds my eyes I know you see right through me I don't want to lie to you anymore Too tiring, too painful Is it pointless to even look at you? Trying seems to be a waste of time I don't smile anymore Ever one's a lie It drips in blood of all the wrongs There's a fine line between truth and lies Do you wait for me Or is that something you say to all the girls It's so cold where I am My sun has gone away Can you remember the things we did Was it real or was it a dream Oh, all the happy times ring in my head A distant memory of old days I don't smile anymore Ever

I sit on the edge of the earth, staring creation right in eye. Watching, waiting, for my time to come. The winds blow with such extremities, but given the height at which I am, it is not surprising. No matter how hard it blows, my body will not freeze, no matter how cold it gets, I will not waver. Nobody knows when I will come, or when I set it forth on the earth. All I can say is the time draws near. And those who have already set foot have already started the chain of events. There is no stopping us this time. This time, there will be no aversions. I am the plague that brings incurable illnesses. I am the salt that taints the red sea. I a